tired

I'm tired of suprises.I'm tired of nightmares.I'm tired of being me.I had nightmares at least twice a week about my SPM result.I said it right and this is seriously not a typing error -__- I dreamt of hving all G9 rather than all A+'s.I cried alone in the dark cause I'm deseperately hoping this is not my future. ;,( I tell nobody but me.I'm in tense and tired.I rather die than hving to face ths harsh reality of life.Mom,I really need you now,I wish I could tell but I chicken out everytime I call and Idk why(!)







A weekk of depressing time,
the daydreamer