it's been ages

And yeah,I'm still trying not to wholly abandoned this blog but yes,I've got tons of other prior things to do and to work on my studies which you might assumed I've done it well but it turned out to be vice versa -_____- I'm too dissapointed with everything & I couldnt dare to think about the mid-term exams.Certain people always want to maintain the status quo yet I barely reach satisfaction of my own.Oh well,for a second thought I might as well keep suprising everybody,just wait&see.Very well,this would probably be my last post until I found time to post some more.Lately,my mom keep talking about my future as if every single thing has been planned & I'm not saying tht I hate it but I would say tht I'm freaking out right now =__=.Oh god,please help me(!)