Humble

It's 0020 and I feel something is trying to get out from my stomach.I think I wanna vomit.OMG,is it because of the painkiller?Funny,they're created to kill the pain not to kill the patient.Oh man,I'm not feeling well.I thought of finishing the homework tonight but yes,I betrayed my vow and promise,AGAIN.This is sick.Why is it so hard to follow the rules(!)God,help me out here.Show me the way,I've been blinded by lust,forlorn and fear.Give me strength.For I've been a sinful slave,give mercy.

See,this is human.I dare say this is us!When we have problem we know where to find serenity and repent all the sin we've made but when we're in lavish life,we forgot why we're here,born into this world.What are the main purpose we're created.We forgot we've been given the real deal.This is the time where I'm confused.Who says being a teenager is all about fun?Actually it's the phase where they're easily tricked by lust and the so-called 'follow the heart' instinct.I still fail on searching my true-self.I know this is not me,it's the matter of time and it'll speak for itself one day.

P/s:I'm going back to school and I really want to make it right this time.I hope it's never late to change and more important,to strive for my SPM.Please let it be easy :)