I'm writing this to tell tht I'm in a deep grieve yet I don't show it because I don't like to.You dont even know how it feel when you are the one tht has to be strong.Truth betold,I'm fragile on the inside though.You can break my heart and see me heartless on the outside but you don't know who I am.
14 Nov 2010,Sunday
Everything seems fine.Mom and dad came on Friday to see me.Thank God,it was a relieve to see them.Mom,dad,if you read this someday,I miss you.I miss you.I love you(!)I'm not the type that could just express her thought and feelings to others.After the visit I didnt call them until Tuesday.I was in the best mood cause it's been a month I'm at school and it was a prettay perfect last getaway before the exams.Mom tried to hide something-I could sense it in her voice.But then dad told me my cousin passed away because of brain tumor.
Sophia Elizabeth Karl Konig was a great cousin you could ever had.She lives in Germany and the very last time I met her was when I was 15 if I'm not mistaken.I could remember in precise the last post card she sent to me but I didnt expect it to be the last one.I would miss you.InsyaALLAH you'll be in heaven.I would miss the joy you bring to us when you stayed here.I would miss your jokes.Your absence makes me realize to enjoy life while it lasts.You would always tell me tht you love Malaysia.I would miss tht too.
Mom and dad are on their way to Frankfurt until the 3rd of Dec.Tht would mean no contacts at all for about two weeks.No one to cry to during the exams.Allah,help me get through this.
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ReplyDeleteok i dont noe whether u can see it but i deleted the first comment. gila sekejap td, thats y.
ReplyDeleteanyways, i'm sorry bout ur cousin. she must have been fab sbb everyone that is related/friend or urs r fab. but just try not to think bout it tht much tho coz u-noe-wht is just so around the corner. enough said, i wish all the luck in this world, do ur best n i'll see u at the cafe right in front of eiffel tower. :) i miss you! <3