let makes thing clear

i'm sorry for wht i've done and my wrong doing,but i cant stand it anymore
for god sake,i miss you guys and i think of you guys everytime i'm alone :'(
i know i'm not the kind of people who can show their love,but please understand me.i need all of you,not one or two but all.i'm in a hardtime now,i swear i am.and every night i cry alone,thinking could i make it next year?should i proceed or just find another school?i know i'm not as braniac as you guys,i'm indeed a moron.i never cherished ths friendship and now i know how precious friendship are.so i'm soryyi know none of you woud read ths but in case you read it,i miss every second we spend time together,the jokes we made up and everything :,(